Sunday, January 30, 2005

Life

A peom writen by me. Stella Nicora!

Life

Sitting on a rotten bench
Staring at the blinding sun
You wander
Going through pain
Passing the barriers
Feeling the happiness
Receiving love
And give careeness
You live just one time, one time
Make that one time be special
You can never go back
Feel all these by going through life.
You may never get what you want
But try to get to the top of the pyramid
But the question is?
Would you have enough power?
Dreams can come true, but you have to know how
You can love, but if you find the right person
You can get crushed but you have to know to protect you self
Time never stops, but you have to know to always move on
Built a golden barrier
Leave a mark on this life
Make every day count
If you know how.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

"People's maners their personality behing the mirror"

Ok This was writen by my friend Eugen M. I would like you to read this!

“Having thought about people for a long time, either by habit or imposed by the job, you begin to feel admirations towards animals; they at least, don’t have hidden thoughts”. (Albert Camus)

Thinking of mankind, we think about all people on the planet, including those who surround us day by day: at work, at school, in the cafeteria, etc. If one is an active member of the society, he/she should get know at least several new people each day, but just a glance and a talk with them isn’t far enough from affirming that you know him/her well because the first looks are usually deceptive.
One’s character is formed as early as in the childhood. We all grow up in different conditions, starting with the family education and ending with the financial situation. Although, the top one is certainly the education you get from your parents. As a result, when ones grow up, some of them will be very ambitious, hardworking while others, more slow and timid. Thus, the way we think and act differs from one person to another.
As matter of fact, some people, having already lived a part of their life, get to change their character and attitude towards some people. Why is that happening tough? As a mature, being day by day surrounded by people especially you meet at work, you get to know them more closely and sometimes that’s disappointing. You just happen to discover some qualities that show the negative part of the person, like: avarice, flattery, greediness or even talking behind the back. At this point, you start to understand what life actually is and how rude it can sometimes be.
In most cases, talking behind your back will start as soon as you get some great achievements, as you prove that you are better than others, it will start – and it’s inevitable. So, the issue is success: whether you got a promotion, more money or just a friendlier attitude from your boss than towards others. The most painful thing is that some of those behind back talking aren’t even right and sometimes don’t even make sense. Quoting a famous saying, that: “Men’s best friend is the dog”, Albert Camus was right saying that people, after getting disappointed, usually find an attraction for animals, because animals seem to be always devoted, adored and friendly.
Dealing with behind back talking is another point here and it actually links with the way you solve conflicts and the initial education mentioned above. The most effective way is considered to be a joining between patience and positive thinking. Thus, when you hear some of those, try not to pay much attention and at the same time keep a good hold of yourself. Smile and turn everything you’ve heard in a joke.
It is said that "great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people", in my opinion, we all should pay less attention to what is said behind our backs, it’s not worth our health and attention and those who do such things will have a “stamp” for their whole life.

Saturday

Yep. january 29, saturday. I woke up like about 10 o'clock. I ate some breakfast then i went in internet. There was nothing to do. I had some e-mails, and that's all. Pretty much I did Nothing in that day. I was waiting for my mom to come home at 5 so we can go to the movies. She came and we went.It's good to spend time with your parents. You know? Oh We wanted to see the movie at 6 but the tickets were already sold out. But we bought already for 7:10, but we still had like an hour to chill around. So we went to Petco. Gosh there was so cool. Oh my god lovely puppies, and so cute, I could even cry when i saw them. They were for adoptions, but we could not take them. But still we gave some donation lol. There were some lizards too, some rabbits, mouses, and oh lovely cats. Then we went out. I didnt like the smell. lol We walked all around a few blocks, and then we got in the cinema. Oh God the movie "Million Dollar Baby", is so mad cool. I dont know how you people may not like it, but that movie was awesome, it made me cry. Yeah i will admit it, I did a little. U have to see it "THUMBS UP" It became one of my favorite movies now. Yeah I got home like about 10:30. it was cool!!! I was then mad, cuz i wanted to go in net, but somebody in the damn office was there, and i kept myslef awayke till 12:30 midnight, with thoughts that i will still go in net. But then i gave up. cuz i though that nobody already will be there at that hour in net. yep and then Zzzzzzzz... good nigh!

Every singe day

Halo. I am gonna write now. what i do in a usually day after school.
I wake up in the morning at 6 o'cock. maybe it sounds early, but i take my time to eat some breakfast, to dress, to do the bathrooms stuff, and everything. I get redy and at 7:30 i go out. My father drives me to school. I get there and enter in that.... hmm what can i say that presion. I hate to go throgh scaning everyday, I hate that they don't let us in with cellphones , and you have to take your damn belt off before u go in. Shit!
Then my classes starts at 8:20. I have
  1. French
  2. Global
  3. Earth Science
  4. Math
  5. English
  6. Lunch
  7. Physical Education
  8. Fundation of Buiness

and that's it. Then i go Home.. yeah. On fridays i may go with my friends and chill. But in the past time they have sometin' to do and they go straight home, fast like a bullet. lol. So there is nottin' to do. I go home, i eat, watch Tv. Hey Fear Factor rulzz.. damn i can go there, but besides the freaking desgusting part where u have to eat that shit. ewww.... But yeah and so.. sometimes i may take a nap, if i am tired. Then i start to do my homework, then i get phone calls from my friends, i call them too. Then like about 8 or 9. I go in internet and chat with my sister, my babe and other friends or i am doing some e-mail stuff. .. then i may watch some tv and then go to bedddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............. this was my boring day! :*


Thursday, January 27, 2005

Watz up every boDy!
Today is jan 27. Hehehehe i am going to meet my lovely sweet sis- Katinka. She should come from Long Island. mamma mia, far away. Ya we went and visited our old school, Liberty High School. Old memories and full of joy and yeah course bad times too.. hehe stupid bitches lol. But yeah wHaTEveR. Ok so. There it was cool. Of course the students were out, cuz of the regents week. But like that it was nice, seeing all our old teachers and the principal.. hehehe :P. Then we passes and see my school. heheh it was kind of crazy cuz i wanted to go in, but the jerks policemen didnt let us in. yeah WHATEVER. So we went home babe. After that we went and saw a movie- "White noise", it was alright , not that scary, but interesting. But shut, behind us were some pigs. hehehe, iamgine in the whole teather, it was just me and my friend and other 5 people behind us hehehe cOOL! Then we went home. but our asses was freezing heheh.. mine no, but her yeah she was mad cOOLd! theeeeeeeeennnnnnn... hmm oo yeah. we went and bought chocolate niami niami.. DOVE. !!! hehehe the funny thing that I saw. is that all the time when we sleep over, we always need to have some chocolate in between us, and when wake up in the morning to have another bite of heaven :) LOL!!! yeo. "who needs teraphy when you have chocolate"
yeah and at night we were bored, and my sis she started to curs on everybody online at my friedns hehehe :) I was talking to her boyfriend., he's cool. Dont even try to get her cuz she's taken, and if her bf finds out.. oh boy oh boy.. u better watch out! My crazy sis wanted to call my baby like 12 at night, just to talk but i stoped her! Yo people were sleeping at that hour. hehehe :)
Yeah it was a pretty good day!! Love her!!!