Have you ever gotten to some moments where you feel mostly likely alone, but not alone in that sence, but Independent? Sure we all did. But no matter what do, I think that we need a little of support. When you grow up, you are not the parent's doll anymore. You are not that kid when u make a step, a drowing, get a good grade in school and they buy you somthing, chear you up or congradulate you with all their warm. You still need that!!! Feel me or not but you are older, you dont get the same attention anymore, you are more independent. Your parents are busy with their work, probably they dont even know what do you study at school. You get involve in special comunity program or recieve a great oppurtunity proogram, that means a lot to you. You are exited and you are proud of yourself. YOu need some love , some hugs and some support from your parents. They should push you to reach your golas, they must be proud of you as hell. They are the base you stand on, they cant remove it, you may fall. This meaning they have to be there for you. Of course time passed you are older, they thnk you are capable of everything, but not all. But if not all, then they should be there for you. If they wont be able to support you and push you, you will be this lazy kid. You wont be exited about anything hapening in your life, you wont want to be involve in anything. Thats why its so important for everybody and me to have a parent besides you no matter what. No matter how old are you, they are the one that are representing it. And it hurts whne they dont, when they cant, and when they dont care. Its is also important to be able to do things on your own. You have to learn for expericene, you will ahve to fish for life, work, health and oppurtunities.!!!. You wont need your parent to be at work with you. Take all the possibilities you can take. If you really want something, want to study and want to reach, you should go for it. Dont wait till college comes n u say that ohh well i will study that in college, why i need this now. Oh well nothing is to early, everything you, DO NOW, it will help u in the future. Yeah you are young you want to have fun. But there is a limit. Dont go party and hanging out every day, be aware that this will affect you, and you will regret it. You dont want to be in your late 20's and then you decide you want to go to college or you want to do another thing. You need to have a base. So built it. Besides your parent being all with you, you need a Friendship. Friends are the ones that will help you, they wont turn your back at you. They will be there when you are in pain, when you will want to come over, and you wont feel alone.........................
I love my parent a lot, even when they are not every time along with me, or not as hapopy as i expect them to be in what i do or chose!. Sometimes i am thinking, are they proud of me. And this hurts,it makes me cry. This rips your heart and your confidence..... And thats why i love my best friend-sis very much. She's the only friend i could spend days n never be bored, I could talk to her and always be happy, and always there for me! Love her very much!!!! And to others that know me, its very important for you to know, that you all Mean a lot to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This was a subject that i wnated to touch, and probably you wont consider it boring!
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Friday, October 28, 2005
ThINk AbOuT iT
Clear Your Future
Walking in the cold rain
Drops falling on the frozen ground
I hear their whishpers
Their echos in the ripples.
I look up to the dusty sky
Stars are showing me a sign.
To take this step or to fall back behind
But I have to break the heavy glacier inside.
Throught fog I see golden lights.
A light that i want to reach.
But a wind comes and cuts me aside
Making sounds that leaves me behind.
A golden hand from above
Erases all the foggy side
Now is pure and clean.
A baby blue made it's way throught the sky.
No more vague winds.
God just purezised the air
A sun with a tender smile
Cleared me way throught the path.
Take a breath evaporizing all your goals
Blow aways all your fears
Chose the path winkeling to you
And make your way through the twisted life.
Walking in the cold rain
Drops falling on the frozen ground
I hear their whishpers
Their echos in the ripples.
I look up to the dusty sky
Stars are showing me a sign.
To take this step or to fall back behind
But I have to break the heavy glacier inside.
Throught fog I see golden lights.
A light that i want to reach.
But a wind comes and cuts me aside
Making sounds that leaves me behind.
A golden hand from above
Erases all the foggy side
Now is pure and clean.
A baby blue made it's way throught the sky.
No more vague winds.
God just purezised the air
A sun with a tender smile
Cleared me way throught the path.
Take a breath evaporizing all your goals
Blow aways all your fears
Chose the path winkeling to you
And make your way through the twisted life.
....***.....
My Angel
I sit in the middle of no where
And you could see my pain
I am hiding in the foggy cold rain
And you see my unhappiness
In a shiny colorful garden
You see my struggle
I look at the starts above me
And you see my dreams
You look into my eyes
And you see me sadness
You see the love surrending me
But i still fall apart
You took me in your palms
It was gentile and warm.
I felt asleep and i blocked the world away
You gave me a kiss
You took me in your heart......
My angel!
I sit in the middle of no where
And you could see my pain
I am hiding in the foggy cold rain
And you see my unhappiness
In a shiny colorful garden
You see my struggle
I look at the starts above me
And you see my dreams
You look into my eyes
And you see me sadness
You see the love surrending me
But i still fall apart
You took me in your palms
It was gentile and warm.
I felt asleep and i blocked the world away
You gave me a kiss
You took me in your heart......
My angel!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Hush pplz Hush
Yoop Pplz.!! Wats up!
Hush long time no write here. Just havent gotten time. LOl today i was in ksol till like 6 . I came home soo tired. Just wnated to take a shower n go to sleep. But in skol was mad fun. Damn i luaghed my ass off. My stomach really hurted. There were 2 other gurls n this Guy. Damn this gurl Johana is soo freaking funny. OMg my imagination goes beyond. We were walking n there is this elevator, n no body really uses it. I think it does not really work. So we passed n there was music comming from the elevator. hahaha! LOl n we were liek what the hell, n we put our ears to hear it.N then i said quietluy "Somebody's having sex oav tegre" Damn we started craking out. The teacher didnt have a clue but we didnt tell anybody hahaha! Thenw e got hiungry n she bought a pizza for Us!! Lol It was cool! We r duing this project in french it cool, working with lap tops. Ohh love it. Soo cool! but its takes mad work! ,.. what else. Huhh.....
Yoo beaych anonymous- There is this thing called life- u defenetly need one!
lol okk ima go n finish mah work!! see ya guys!!
LUVZZ TO MAH SISTER!! Hope to see u for Haloween, n Have fun. Lol n then i cam come to LB n there we'lll party Ihiii!!!!!!
N for Alice take care n get well!
Hugs to Jihana!!!
byee!!!!!!!! come n visit soon.... the teror n the evil will coem during the haloween night! he he he he hhiiiiiiiiii
Hush long time no write here. Just havent gotten time. LOl today i was in ksol till like 6 . I came home soo tired. Just wnated to take a shower n go to sleep. But in skol was mad fun. Damn i luaghed my ass off. My stomach really hurted. There were 2 other gurls n this Guy. Damn this gurl Johana is soo freaking funny. OMg my imagination goes beyond. We were walking n there is this elevator, n no body really uses it. I think it does not really work. So we passed n there was music comming from the elevator. hahaha! LOl n we were liek what the hell, n we put our ears to hear it.N then i said quietluy "Somebody's having sex oav tegre" Damn we started craking out. The teacher didnt have a clue but we didnt tell anybody hahaha! Thenw e got hiungry n she bought a pizza for Us!! Lol It was cool! We r duing this project in french it cool, working with lap tops. Ohh love it. Soo cool! but its takes mad work! ,.. what else. Huhh.....
Yoo beaych anonymous- There is this thing called life- u defenetly need one!
lol okk ima go n finish mah work!! see ya guys!!
LUVZZ TO MAH SISTER!! Hope to see u for Haloween, n Have fun. Lol n then i cam come to LB n there we'lll party Ihiii!!!!!!
N for Alice take care n get well!
Hugs to Jihana!!!
byee!!!!!!!! come n visit soon.... the teror n the evil will coem during the haloween night! he he he he hhiiiiiiiiii
Saturday, October 22, 2005
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking/drinking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Hair:
» Body:
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend:
» Keep a secret if I told you one:
» Hold my hand:
» Take a bullet for me:
» Keep in touch:
» Try and solve my problems:
» Love me:
» Go out with me:
HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better:
» Wanted to kiss me:
» Kept something important from me:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying:
AND MORE:
1. Who are you:
2. Are we friends:
3. When and how did we meet:
4. Describe me in one word:
5. What was your first impression:
6. Do you still think that way about me now:
7. What reminds you of me:
8. If you could give me anything what would it be:
9. How well do you know me:
10. When was the last time you saw me:
11. Have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If yes, what is it:
12. Are you going put this on your notebook to see what I say about u:
13. Have you ever liked me and do you still?
copy this n answer right to the question hehehehe!!! gotta find out!!!!!
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking/drinking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Hair:
» Body:
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend:
» Keep a secret if I told you one:
» Hold my hand:
» Take a bullet for me:
» Keep in touch:
» Try and solve my problems:
» Love me:
» Go out with me:
HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better:
» Wanted to kiss me:
» Kept something important from me:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying:
AND MORE:
1. Who are you:
2. Are we friends:
3. When and how did we meet:
4. Describe me in one word:
5. What was your first impression:
6. Do you still think that way about me now:
7. What reminds you of me:
8. If you could give me anything what would it be:
9. How well do you know me:
10. When was the last time you saw me:
11. Have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If yes, what is it:
12. Are you going put this on your notebook to see what I say about u:
13. Have you ever liked me and do you still?
copy this n answer right to the question hehehehe!!! gotta find out!!!!!
AnOthEr PLaCe- WhO kNoWs?
In the day that I left
On the empty, cold streets
Only the rain was falling
In other city other buildings
With other voices and looks
They will meet me
It’s so hard to forget easily
Of my street and my friends
Of the place where I was crying and laughing with them
Who knows what’s in my heart
Who knows?
How many times I tried to forget
It hurts
And in the day we met
I knew since the beginning
That all is lost
Cuz further I will go
And behind me I will leave
Only that rain that will fall
Its not easy to forget quickly
Your look and your smile
And the place where we thought we’ll be together
Who knows what’s in my heart
Who knows?
How many time is tried to forget
It hurts
Don’t look into your past
Leave everything that was
Don’t live from memories
Cuz it will hurt
On the empty, cold streets
Only the rain was falling
In other city other buildings
With other voices and looks
They will meet me
It’s so hard to forget easily
Of my street and my friends
Of the place where I was crying and laughing with them
Who knows what’s in my heart
Who knows?
How many times I tried to forget
It hurts
And in the day we met
I knew since the beginning
That all is lost
Cuz further I will go
And behind me I will leave
Only that rain that will fall
Its not easy to forget quickly
Your look and your smile
And the place where we thought we’ll be together
Who knows what’s in my heart
Who knows?
How many time is tried to forget
It hurts
Don’t look into your past
Leave everything that was
Don’t live from memories
Cuz it will hurt
LiFe LIkE dIz!
Hallooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ohoo long time no write here hihih =)
Hehehe this week waz good. Damn they changed my gym class on the 8th floor. I dont like it at all. Buuuuuhhh damn to go from 3rd floor to 8th damn. suckily sux!!!! I hate it. Damn i loved in the basement n work with the machnes n stuff. now i gotta play some dumb sports. Ihhh i hate kick ball. N what now we r gonna start soccer. Ya think i can play it that good. Nope. but idk i'll see heheheh!!! maybe aint that bad!!! On wednesday i had a doctor appintment. Buh hate hate hospitals. Finaly they gave me a new prescriprion aaaaa :-)))) Ohh, then i went to Macy's for an intervew. Damn i thought it was no point to come, I saw mad poeple, old . i was like only teen ova tehre. damn but there a chinese lady was soo nice to me, But i doubt it that they will hire me hahahaha. yeha right i will be like the youngest But idk i am trying for soemthign else. I wanna work at least till january,c zu then my business teacher will give me an internship to work at North Fork Bank. That's SOOO COOL! DAMN i wanna go there wow!! Friday after skol, my sis met me. .. lol was kinda cold outside. aa i missed her. Then we walked lmost to Penn Station, then i went home. Ohuu cannto wait to see u for Haloweeen, n then heheh after that ima not got o skol haaaaa ;-)))) Now on saturday i woke up like 11, n then i ate, started cleaning my house. is mad clean my room now hehehe, then i had mad hws. n i still didnt finish them hush .aaaaaa
yeahh.. oh nothign new buuuhhhhh
ok see ya!!!!! luvz to mah sis. n haloo to my babes!!!
Ohoo long time no write here hihih =)
Hehehe this week waz good. Damn they changed my gym class on the 8th floor. I dont like it at all. Buuuuuhhh damn to go from 3rd floor to 8th damn. suckily sux!!!! I hate it. Damn i loved in the basement n work with the machnes n stuff. now i gotta play some dumb sports. Ihhh i hate kick ball. N what now we r gonna start soccer. Ya think i can play it that good. Nope. but idk i'll see heheheh!!! maybe aint that bad!!! On wednesday i had a doctor appintment. Buh hate hate hospitals. Finaly they gave me a new prescriprion aaaaa :-)))) Ohh, then i went to Macy's for an intervew. Damn i thought it was no point to come, I saw mad poeple, old . i was like only teen ova tehre. damn but there a chinese lady was soo nice to me, But i doubt it that they will hire me hahahaha. yeha right i will be like the youngest But idk i am trying for soemthign else. I wanna work at least till january,c zu then my business teacher will give me an internship to work at North Fork Bank. That's SOOO COOL! DAMN i wanna go there wow!! Friday after skol, my sis met me. .. lol was kinda cold outside. aa i missed her. Then we walked lmost to Penn Station, then i went home. Ohuu cannto wait to see u for Haloweeen, n then heheh after that ima not got o skol haaaaa ;-)))) Now on saturday i woke up like 11, n then i ate, started cleaning my house. is mad clean my room now hehehe, then i had mad hws. n i still didnt finish them hush .aaaaaa
yeahh.. oh nothign new buuuhhhhh
ok see ya!!!!! luvz to mah sis. n haloo to my babes!!!
Monday, October 17, 2005
Newwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi poples. Ya see i changed my layout. I got so tired of that old green one. hush lol.!!! heheh. I am good. Damn take a glance outside, fall really came. Its soo cold, getting soo sad, n u know, like evrything is in grey n black. Fall loll yeah .. Oh i like chilling at night, the air is soo fresh but also to be worm, not freezing my ass of hehehe :-D. Yeah i was in guests this saturday it was really cool. I had fun, it was olnly women, it was really cool! We went in Queens, on n this lady i eman actualy two of them coked soo good, ohh gosh soo delicious. It was a good time, Then on sudnay my dad went in Long Island n with his friends, my mom worked, i was all day home. Soo lazy that i didnt even do my bed, i didnt even change from the cloths i slep hahah i was in internet, then doing my homeworks, some stuff around the house n the day passed. Ohh today on Monday was alright, school liek always, i stayed till 3. ohh damn, I disnt wnated too but i helped my teacher, heheh buhh tomorrow i am not staying till that late. it was soo crazy cuz i woke up, n i was soo sleepy n i didnt know what day is it. Like i was thinking " hmm it is sunday" or maybe tuesday, do we have school? hahaha then it came to me that it was monday, dman it happens, so i got readyy n blah blah blah...I jusu done my hws, n wanna go to bed!!
Halo to my folks,
Luvz to my sis!! n hallo to my gurl who read this!! see ya!
Halo to my folks,
Luvz to my sis!! n hallo to my gurl who read this!! see ya!
Friday, October 14, 2005
I DONT CARE!
Ima start with - I dunt care about the losers that write her ein polish. What the hell. Buuh ya!!! dickheads. lmao ima not waste here my time to write about you. Hmm maybe is Kamil, Adrian. Catalina or other fuckers! Anyways I dont care!. So yaa!! LOl this week passed really fast. Huh on thursday i was home, soo bored, n slept liek till2 hehe. lol then decided to go to Century 21, but it was close when i got there with my mom. Buuh then we went to this store LANCOME, lol it was open, Thank u god LOl. hehe but tnotthing interesting so we went to Macys. OMH isa w this amd cool bags. i think i will buy them soon ehehe!! wanna wait till will be alil bit in sale LOl/ hehehe why not nirgh? Oh i bought this box of chocolate n a card to give to my teacher that got me in FIT n she was soo happy. LOL. Then uraa yumii i didnt take my business test again, cuz my teacher said i cant take it i had befroe a 90 and above. So i did other work LOL! In math OMG we had sucha freaking hard test OMG. buu =( damn my brains hurted. LOLhope i passes IDK. but then after 7 i went n took soem food, then went to math n i was there till 3. grading soem stuff. Yeah! Oh 2morrow i take the PSAT uhuu .. dman... I will see, hope i'll do good n i will study for the actual SAT!
Ok nutting new. iam see what i do this weekend. I scheduled an apppoiment for job at Macys Uhu.. lol who wanan get an appoiment to work at it call 1-800-603- MACY ok is mad good. LOl!!
BYEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HALO TO MY *~DOLLS*~~~~!!
Ok nutting new. iam see what i do this weekend. I scheduled an apppoiment for job at Macys Uhu.. lol who wanan get an appoiment to work at it call 1-800-603- MACY ok is mad good. LOl!!
BYEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HALO TO MY *~DOLLS*~~~~!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Uhuu
Lol long time i didnt write here cuz i could not go form ym comp on my blog idk y. Ok so i dont have now too much time, cuz i am in my dad's office so i will be quick hehe. Lol i spent my weenekd at home on saturday i dont remember what i did, blah blah blah. Then on sunday i went to my sis. LOl it was really cool. Uhu we went to see this movie "In her Shoes" it was really good. and funny too. Lol cool!! heheh we chilled then sh felt bad so we went home, buuh .. Then the next mornign we were chilling she burned me this awesoem song son cd. ohh THX SOO MUCH. Thnen we went to eat ice crema. Omg i was so crazy cuz i ordered soo freaking huge icea creams. I was stuffed, coudl not eat any more. LOl thne we went back n i left Ohh, sorry cesar i could not pass through ur house. Oh it was a lil bit drizzeling. In he train i didnt feel like reading so i was looking through the window n thinking lala la ala. I got home ,, took a shower, did some hws, n lol today at skol was fine. Nothign new. UHh tomorrow n again homE!! LOl
ok kisses n luv ya folks
LUV U SIS. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVV UUUUUUUUUUU SO MUCH. N MISS U TOO!!!
TAKE CARE PPLS!
ok kisses n luv ya folks
LUV U SIS. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVV UUUUUUUUUUU SO MUCH. N MISS U TOO!!!
TAKE CARE PPLS!
Monday, October 10, 2005
Monday, October 03, 2005
PolIsh PaRAdE
Halo. Uhuu this weekend was good. Ohh but on Saturday I was mad bored. Really bored. I didn’t know what to do., I was all day home. Then designed some cloths, they are soo cool. Now I have one that’s awesome, I think its my favorite LOL. Imagine I was online, and absolutely noo body no body was there. Only me. OMH hahahah I was craking out. But then I just chilled. Then On Sunday I woke up n then I was in internet reading some mail. LOL so then my sis calls me that’s hs’e coming in the city at this Polish Parade with her bro n her bf. So I was like OK. Kool. So fast fast I washed my face got ready, took a lil snak and I was OUT. I met them LOL. My sis looked a real polish gurl. Nope she didn’t, she looked more beautiful then to all stupid blonds. She was just dresse sin white n red LOL n Her bro too. Hehehe then I took his lil flag/scarf and I took some pics hehehe. Then we walked like till 40 something, we met mad people from our old skool. Liberty H.S. LOL It was good. Heheheh then we walked more, N we saw this hmm the ex presided of Poland. Hehehe it wassoo crowdy. LOL Katinka was on Cesars back so jumped on Tomas’s Back. LOL hehehe soo lucky he was mad tall. Hehehehe I felt so sorry for his back. But I am not that heavy. LOL. Then we walked more. Huh we got kinda tursty lol, n the boys got hungry ahhaha. Oh we went through this St Patric Chtedral It was nice! Then my paps called me cuz I had their card LOL. It was this from Macys so they can get a discount. So I was heading back. Then we all walked. Laugh at poples. See all the Crazy Polish hehehe OIh halooo!! I enjoyed really. It was good and fun. Kidna liked the music too hehehe! Then we met this friends And OMG here it comes a freaking bad part we met this Slut, Catalina. Buh fucking beayach. We soo hate her. I mean I cant stand her att all. But what ima waste my time writing about her. Soo yeah I ran fast to Macys LOl they were waiting for me. LOl said them bye bye. LUVZ n Kisses. Then I got there n my dad bought some suits blah blah. I was huh nice =) Then we picked for him this nice tie. Ih la la. I am soo good at shopping. He loves taking me with him hehehe! Then they went to Lord And Taylor so my mom could he some new things n shoes. Huh I was like nah. I am going home. So I went home. I started my hw’s. huh and studied for my testes. Hehe oh n then u got online. N HUH This guy that I like, told me he likes me. Aha wow. Cuz he is on sconex so he added me as his crush n I did too. But we planed this to ass each other. But then he askes me if I really have a crush on him. Soo I was like “yeahh” then he tell me that he likes me too. LOL KOOL ohh heheh then I needed to call him but I kidna lost track of time n my eyes got so tired so I just went to bed! I could not really sleep. Buh. Today in skol was nice. He waited for me in the morning. Lol I saw him on the line but he was way in front .. hehe cool he waited ahh =) …..We took some testes blah blah. Ohh I felt so sorry for my friend Ana she got suspended cuz of some bitches n she got in a fight. When I saw her crying I felt baad. Idk but really saad! Then I tried to cheer her up, everything’s gonna be OK! XOXO I was in skol till 9th period LOL but then I got soo mad bored. So I just wanted to leave. I got home blah blah blah, I cleaned my closed it was a messs. Disaster heheh! LOL so yeha now ia m chilling listening some music. My sis just called me. Ohh get well. Myabe if u come in da city give me a beep. Halo. LUV U SOO MUCH .
Bye pplz!! Sorry 4 this long comment. But duh I haven’t write long time!! See ya!
Bye pplz!! Sorry 4 this long comment. But duh I haven’t write long time!! See ya!
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Maybe dreams can come true?
Halo. Huh what can i say. Buh!! This week passed mad fast!! I dont even remember what i did so i can write here heheh =)
Oh on friday was cool. I met my cutie in the morning and we talked lOL. Then i had to stay after 7th period in my math class hehe i help my teacher n he gives me 20% on the test. Thats cool! OMg. I have like 5 testes on monday. Chemistry, Business, English, Math and French. Oh huh! u know what, I never ever thought in my life i was going to take french, but look at me. I so love it! In french it was good on friday we didnt do anythign we just talked with the teacher. Oh i cannot wait to come and paint. Uhu i havent paint in a log time. I soo miss it. Damn i remember that i had exhibitions in my country i took some palces uhu,, in oil colors, water colors whatever it was!! Loved it! Now i am starting with fashion design. They called me from FIT so i can come for an interview on thursday YEAH BABY. I am so exited about that, Hope they like my work and they accept me! Please wish me good luck! Then i came home and i waited for my mom to come, n then we went with her and with others 3 ladyes shopping in Lord&Taylor, It was mad cool. Buh I bough cowboy shoes, they are soo mad cool. But haha i think ppls in skol they r gonna look at me mad weird. But this is style, soo i dont give a shit hahaha! Oh then i came home so tired liek about 8. I was in net till late could not get any sleep. Uh!! Ohh i was amd a lil while at my sis. Ohh Gosh. eheh but i get her!!! She is my sister. soo i lvoe her very much! Then today mornign i took a shower n i went to change my couns. haha i dont liek to cary change so i always drop them in a jar, LOl u know.. eheh n now i had a little only 70$, but the most that i collected in lieka bout half of year was 113$. That was big. It was mad heavy to carry. I went here to my house n it didnt work the Coin Star machine, n the anotehr one closer was on 14th street. Hell i took the train n i went there. Buh then i went on the 12th str. n i bough some fashion papers n taricing paper. too! some pencils n blah blah. Then i took the trin to 34street. OMG as how much my mom is sick on me buying jeans , she actualy told me today ic an buy it instead of a swet shirt hahahaha. LOl i wa sin shock. So i was happy n i bough a pair of jeans They r mad cool. IDK why its so sooooooo Hard to find Jeans . I went in Express, Macys, H&M, Gap, Square 1. ahha nope. no shit, so i found in Forever 21. i thought they wont have anythign i'll like, but uhuu soo lucky i got one.! I came home blah blah blah i met this girl, she went to a museum i didnt feel liek going, n i had to wait for my fatehr anyways. .. so now i am alone .. i think aima start drowing Uhu!! BYE
KISSES ALL!!
LUVZ KATINKA,!!!! MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
Oh on friday was cool. I met my cutie in the morning and we talked lOL. Then i had to stay after 7th period in my math class hehe i help my teacher n he gives me 20% on the test. Thats cool! OMg. I have like 5 testes on monday. Chemistry, Business, English, Math and French. Oh huh! u know what, I never ever thought in my life i was going to take french, but look at me. I so love it! In french it was good on friday we didnt do anythign we just talked with the teacher. Oh i cannot wait to come and paint. Uhu i havent paint in a log time. I soo miss it. Damn i remember that i had exhibitions in my country i took some palces uhu,, in oil colors, water colors whatever it was!! Loved it! Now i am starting with fashion design. They called me from FIT so i can come for an interview on thursday YEAH BABY. I am so exited about that, Hope they like my work and they accept me! Please wish me good luck! Then i came home and i waited for my mom to come, n then we went with her and with others 3 ladyes shopping in Lord&Taylor, It was mad cool. Buh I bough cowboy shoes, they are soo mad cool. But haha i think ppls in skol they r gonna look at me mad weird. But this is style, soo i dont give a shit hahaha! Oh then i came home so tired liek about 8. I was in net till late could not get any sleep. Uh!! Ohh i was amd a lil while at my sis. Ohh Gosh. eheh but i get her!!! She is my sister. soo i lvoe her very much! Then today mornign i took a shower n i went to change my couns. haha i dont liek to cary change so i always drop them in a jar, LOl u know.. eheh n now i had a little only 70$, but the most that i collected in lieka bout half of year was 113$. That was big. It was mad heavy to carry. I went here to my house n it didnt work the Coin Star machine, n the anotehr one closer was on 14th street. Hell i took the train n i went there. Buh then i went on the 12th str. n i bough some fashion papers n taricing paper. too! some pencils n blah blah. Then i took the trin to 34street. OMG as how much my mom is sick on me buying jeans , she actualy told me today ic an buy it instead of a swet shirt hahahaha. LOl i wa sin shock. So i was happy n i bough a pair of jeans They r mad cool. IDK why its so sooooooo Hard to find Jeans . I went in Express, Macys, H&M, Gap, Square 1. ahha nope. no shit, so i found in Forever 21. i thought they wont have anythign i'll like, but uhuu soo lucky i got one.! I came home blah blah blah i met this girl, she went to a museum i didnt feel liek going, n i had to wait for my fatehr anyways. .. so now i am alone .. i think aima start drowing Uhu!! BYE
KISSES ALL!!
LUVZ KATINKA,!!!! MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
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