racism?

I always seen this happening in my eyes and I am not liking it. I mean, I hate people that are racists....... You may probably walk on the street and think I am a typical white American person that is conceited, snazzy and rich. First of all- I am not white American. I am Caucasian which is a different descent and different point of views. Second, I am not conceded bitch that is fifthly rich. And last, but not least- I am not racist. I never was, and I will never be. Today on the train I saw a white lady... so trashy. She was sitting alone on the chair till some black people came and sat next to her, and across her. On the next stop the lady jumped and changed carts. How freaking rediculous is that. How can u discriminate people like that. it is not fair, because this is what leads them to have low self esteem and always the though that they cannot compete against "white" people because they don't have the power. I mean the past was past, now face it. Everybody has equal rights even though there are a lot of prejudice happening. All ethnicities have a equal right in reaching what they want to achieve. White people don't rule the freaking world. They maybe be good in politics and stocks, but this doesn't mean they are the center of the world. They are good in what they are. Black people are good in sports, are good in rapping and are good in investing and anything else. They are great artists in HIP HOP, which a white person will NEVER BE. White people are into rock, and let them be. Hispanics are good in meringue, salsa, bachata, reggaeton music, which a white person will NEVER be! Correct? Well there you go. Everybody has their place, and sorry if I missed something else or I stereotyped, because I mentioned only music, because this is what came to my mind right now. But my point is that Everyone is able to be whatever they want. I hate when they will judge you by your background or race. I am European and excuse me that I have an accent, but this doesn't mean I am stupid or stereotype me that I listen to House and Techno music. Hell fucking No. Every person has its own taste. And yeah I am all full Hip Hop, R&B girl!!! so what you have to say about that. That I don't fit in because I am light skin... or I am so called "white" ... anyways..... back to those haters ... stop discriminating... Jeeeee... from my point of view.. sorry but I love Hispanic and Black people. I don't like hanging our around all white people. I feel weird and completely strange. Maybe it is because I went to a HS with only Hispanic and black people and I am just used to. I may sometimes talk like them, and when I am around white people and i will say something like "ghetto" , it doesn't mean I am not INTELLECTUAL. This is the problem with everybody. We live in a new era, we should all get used to mixing races. I do agree with that. hahahah funny ... I though to myself that I will marry a person a different race than I am... yess and if my parents will disagree, which i think they will not.. I would not care. It is my life, and I do what I WANT TO DO!

TRULY LOVE YOU ALL!

Smoke Kills

yeah... put together by me!
i guess it speaks for itself.

something I found interesting

This is what I recently read in my horoscope for this week. It's so weird but I find it amazing.
"There are some people that will never change. But the only way you can change is by cutting them out of your life."
Well my response is... Either love it, or give it up [for the both ways]

summer review

Summer is about to come to and end.
I went through new looks and styles. Found myself sometimes into moments that I did not know what to do; yeah boredom and laziness. I did not do nothing amazing from this summer. Well, maybe some thing were good. I got myself a few months to finally relax. Last summer I had college classes and this summer I backed off, because college starts and I want to be refreshed and full of energy. And I already see it coming. Instead of watching Tv whole day, I go to work more often. My position has gotten so much better. From an Intern, going to a Part Time employee at a million dollar company. I also started again to design, and the most that inspires me is Music at the time. I hear lyrics and from there I keep coming with new designs. Also even traveling on the subway, walking on the streets, passing by the beach board walk, etc. I feel like i want to carry my scrap book and always add something new and new. But i do it when I am home. It's so funny that when i design I love to have my ipod on me and lying on my bed. This is how i design. Not at a desk, not outside, not on my huge kitchen table. I do it all in my bed. I spread my materials all over and I draw. So funny hahaha... anyways. .... I guess this is a quick recap of what I did. Ahhhh.... lol going to the beach a lot. I love getting tanned.. for some reason I don like being light.. huh..... im silly. w.e. mayb cuz I like dark skin boiiz hiiih [tru true] it'z me.!! LOL... I hate August, it's so humid and crazy.. hate it. I cannot wait for fall =]
Okay mii peeps..... maybe I will start writing more....
xoxo
~Stellz

Graduation

0ouhh ohh.. I haven't been here in a while... hmm.. I put up some graduation pictures LOL finally done with H.S. and going to College. What can I say? I am super excited to get into a new path, maybe a path where my future will be clearer, well at least more stable. LOL. we will see
High School has been an awesome experience. I got to do so many stuff, experience new things, and of course learn new stuff. I was involved in anything that interested me only. What was awesome but didn't catch my attention I didn't do it. I made new HS friends that are still remained in my life. I went through ups and downs; the life's path....... hmmmmmm I AM DONE!!!!!! MADE IT!

Marcy's B-day

AWESOME FRIENDS last a life time!
LOVE U mii GurLs!