Sunday, February 03, 2008
Saturday, February 02, 2008
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My question is- What is love? How does it feel since I was never in love. I was the type of girl that loved to play around. Every time I had a different crush. i was scared to commit. When i found a good guy, I ended up breaking his heart. When I found the cool guy, and thought about steping more serious, i ended up broken. Didn't really matter cuz no strong feelings were attached. So one time I learned not to get attached too fast, not to trust anyone too fast, and I always kept my distance. Now with whatever guy I am, and I have sweet thoughts, i always stop myself. I keep my distance. Thats how it's been since the guy who broke me apart. Now I totally found a guy that I can't explain how I feel. i was minding my own business when we met, which was very sweet. I felt happy and I still do. I am treated right, and just being around him makes me feel good. He left and I thought I will not miss him cuz it will be only 11 days. But I was wrong. I missed him the second day. Why I had thoughts all the time? I am questioning myself since I got to a point, that makes me wonder what is it? And honestly I am scared to death. Scared of everything. People been telling me to just let it go, and relax, fall for it. But i a horrified. What if I am cursed, and I get the same cycle every time. Sometimes people get into between and makes me so mad, because it will stop me form trusting. It will not hurt him, but I will end up hurting myself. I will always think about it, and even jealousy, and it;s the worst. .. anyways... this is my mission. What is love? hahahah
-01-26-08
What is about people's insecurity that brings jealousy?
Why people always intend to think something wrong. I know a an the bit jelous type, but only when I have a good reason, in general I let slide things. unless you treat me bad, I give the same vibe back, just as a payback, lol. And I am the type that i wil treat people the way I like to be treated. i understand when u wanna chill with ur guys or so on, I do. I dont exaggerate, and so on. I don't trust someone that will lie to me. if i make a mistake, or something that bothers me I always say it, but i has to have a good reason, little things dont affect me. I will work on it, so ppl wont have to be so god damn jelous..
-01-28-08
Does each dream have a meaning? How do we explain thier symbolism? Is it the way out mind deals. Like you dream about certain things that you coult not front with them in reality, so you deal it them in your dreams. or even like fantasy likeable dreams, that makes you wanna smile when u dream. Or is it stuff that are happening in real like, like a mini dejavu. My BFF had two dreams and the meaning of it came true later. It scares me, but it is true. i also am the kinds person that have intuition. Really strong feelings, and I do not realize it they are true till it happens. now odner I get mini thoughts outta nowhere, that what if this happens, what if this happens, lemme prepare for this event, and when i do. Later on it does happen It makes no sense to me. I am super scared. Should i fear my dreams?
-02-01-08
-01-26-08
What is about people's insecurity that brings jealousy?
Why people always intend to think something wrong. I know a an the bit jelous type, but only when I have a good reason, in general I let slide things. unless you treat me bad, I give the same vibe back, just as a payback, lol. And I am the type that i wil treat people the way I like to be treated. i understand when u wanna chill with ur guys or so on, I do. I dont exaggerate, and so on. I don't trust someone that will lie to me. if i make a mistake, or something that bothers me I always say it, but i has to have a good reason, little things dont affect me. I will work on it, so ppl wont have to be so god damn jelous..
-01-28-08
Does each dream have a meaning? How do we explain thier symbolism? Is it the way out mind deals. Like you dream about certain things that you coult not front with them in reality, so you deal it them in your dreams. or even like fantasy likeable dreams, that makes you wanna smile when u dream. Or is it stuff that are happening in real like, like a mini dejavu. My BFF had two dreams and the meaning of it came true later. It scares me, but it is true. i also am the kinds person that have intuition. Really strong feelings, and I do not realize it they are true till it happens. now odner I get mini thoughts outta nowhere, that what if this happens, what if this happens, lemme prepare for this event, and when i do. Later on it does happen It makes no sense to me. I am super scared. Should i fear my dreams?
-02-01-08
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