Saturday, April 16, 2005

Yo!! Long Time! Big TiMe!

Halo yo.. hmm I didnt write for a long time. So let me tell ya what happened.--- Nutting. School, school , home and thats it. OMG i was so tired of this school all this week, so complicated =(((( Tired every morning to wake up a@ 6 o'clock. uhh damn it! Then in shcool, had no mood at all. All went like on a straight line, but in same time like down too. At first i had some stupid problems, cuz i wnated to change school, cuz of my dad. But i really didnt want to. This schoool is good. Has so many activities, houses to chose, and many more. I have good friends and teachers. Oh my god, but if u look at the big pictur, there are some people that i cannot stand them but yeah WHATEVER!!! and i decied to stay. Why some popel say i am scared of this school Oh so u think so. No listen to em I am saying it loud- I dont care about ya niggas and gangs, I am not scared. lot of people have my ass, and if u touch me hell ya dont even know in what BIg problem r YA!! buu on ya all. hahahaha this sounds mad funny for me. .....-- days days days. hmm i dont remeber. OMG but this saturday morning like about 7 o'cock i felt baad, this was horible, u dont even imagine. I had a mad stomach ache and it hurted i could not walk. Then this all happened so fast cuz i went to bathroom and i felt liek throwing uop but i didnt, then mad fast i turned all yellow, then a few seconds and i went to my mom, cuz i wa salready amlost crying, and then a few sec and i was coold, My face was burning, my eyes burning, my nose, ears and my mouth , i could not talk not breath everythign was bruning, Like not Feeling hot, but is like u have fire inside u, and i was so scared cuz this may go up to high fever and die. I was scared. My mom gave me pills lots, and i felt asleep with her, but she was checking my breathing and my heart, if it beats. Then after a good sleep i got better. OMG Such a stupid morniong. damn. Then my dad told me that my sis called me. OMG When she told me something i felt liek jumping but i didnt cuz i still felt bad and i didnt want to tell her. OMG She told em such gerat news. ahh i cannot believe and hey Kate i already know who is RedKan saw in a magazine. Cuz today i went to dentist uh i did one teeth eheh and i was reading magazines. Oh for the first time when i went they put me a shoot and i didnt feel nuthign at all, I just heard noises in my mouth but NOO PAIN that was cool. Then me , my mom and the ambassador with his wife, we went to soem guests It was nice cool! and i just came home and i am not sleepy, but i see that i get kinda lol. hehehe =))) Ok this is all!! i have mad homework, next week I have all mid terms exams and its too overleap!!! huh!!
Ok see ya! hugs for you Kate, the one i love, and u Corina if u r reading this, luvz and kisses.
sometime si feel so lonely and fucked up cuz i dont care about no people, cuz they dont care about me, For example now i feel like this, but besided U sister u always there in my heart- and i wont believe no NO BODY else who will say this to me- u r in my heart when is not even real and is Corny buuu)
ya soo take care!!!!
XOXO

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

STefan sais:damn all niggers,fuck them all..lol,yu are stronger than they are,and yu gonna overcome them,ther ain't doubts in that,yu rule baby:):)boale borite,cum zice tata:):)lol!!!

da si eu am citeodata probleme cu stomakul,stiu ce inseamna asta,that really sucks,sper ca te simti mai bine acuma...all right girl take it easy there...

see ya later,have fun:):)
kisses $ hugss!!

Anonymous said...

Hey stelki..it's Corina......hey i hope you are feeling better...u know u shouldn't pay too much attention to people like that...i life there are always going to be people who will want to put u down....like bullies....so prepare u'll meet more...but always remember u have friends and if anything is wrong don't keep secrets...i read this story about this girl that was killed by bullies...yeah...sorry if i make you feel worse,,:-)...
i couldn't call you the whole week...i had some rpojects and i am writting an article...and some tests.....yeahhh u know what i mean...
and on thursday i went with GAP to SOHo to meet the director of a documentary that took the Oscar this year and we had so much fun there...and i touched an oscar and it was heavy...yeah.i wish u could've been there just to feel it....:-)
Besides the oscars....this week i felt really depressed too...i don't know why...
Hey my hair is wavy again....i don't like it.....hehehe
kiss you and take care....i hope u can overcome this depression and realise that u shouldn't even think about them...kiss*

Anonymous said...

awww, u shouldnt be scared of other people becuz deep inside even the toughest bullies have a nice side =]. It's true.. I wuz friends with this girl Jenny, she wuz really sweet and cool and one day I find out that she's always bullying my other friend Danielle, becuz somebody told jenny that danielle called her a bitch. so then I asked Jenny why she wuz mean to danielle and all, and after a while.. they started being good friends =] THE END.

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LOL, we all need a story to learn from =]

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Dianna

Jolie_Stella said...

yoo all ya got me all wrong there ain no bullies and shit ahhaha
crazy
i was just writing
ok well that was a loong time agoo now is all cool
heh xoxo