~*Independent*~

Have you ever gotten to some moments where you feel mostly likely alone, but not alone in that sence, but Independent? Sure we all did. But no matter what do, I think that we need a little of support. When you grow up, you are not the parent's doll anymore. You are not that kid when u make a step, a drowing, get a good grade in school and they buy you somthing, chear you up or congradulate you with all their warm. You still need that!!! Feel me or not but you are older, you dont get the same attention anymore, you are more independent. Your parents are busy with their work, probably they dont even know what do you study at school. You get involve in special comunity program or recieve a great oppurtunity proogram, that means a lot to you. You are exited and you are proud of yourself. YOu need some love , some hugs and some support from your parents. They should push you to reach your golas, they must be proud of you as hell. They are the base you stand on, they cant remove it, you may fall. This meaning they have to be there for you. Of course time passed you are older, they thnk you are capable of everything, but not all. But if not all, then they should be there for you. If they wont be able to support you and push you, you will be this lazy kid. You wont be exited about anything hapening in your life, you wont want to be involve in anything. Thats why its so important for everybody and me to have a parent besides you no matter what. No matter how old are you, they are the one that are representing it. And it hurts whne they dont, when they cant, and when they dont care. Its is also important to be able to do things on your own. You have to learn for expericene, you will ahve to fish for life, work, health and oppurtunities.!!!. You wont need your parent to be at work with you. Take all the possibilities you can take. If you really want something, want to study and want to reach, you should go for it. Dont wait till college comes n u say that ohh well i will study that in college, why i need this now. Oh well nothing is to early, everything you, DO NOW, it will help u in the future. Yeah you are young you want to have fun. But there is a limit. Dont go party and hanging out every day, be aware that this will affect you, and you will regret it. You dont want to be in your late 20's and then you decide you want to go to college or you want to do another thing. You need to have a base. So built it. Besides your parent being all with you, you need a Friendship. Friends are the ones that will help you, they wont turn your back at you. They will be there when you are in pain, when you will want to come over, and you wont feel alone.........................
I love my parent a lot, even when they are not every time along with me, or not as hapopy as i expect them to be in what i do or chose!. Sometimes i am thinking, are they proud of me. And this hurts,it makes me cry. This rips your heart and your confidence..... And thats why i love my best friend-sis very much. She's the only friend i could spend days n never be bored, I could talk to her and always be happy, and always there for me! Love her very much!!!! And to others that know me, its very important for you to know, that you all Mean a lot to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This was a subject that i wnated to touch, and probably you wont consider it boring!