Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Saturday, January 21, 2006

My iCON


ThIs iS My iCoN
MaH kInDa StYlE
ThAtS ME

Friday, January 20, 2006

HaLo HaLo. heHEhE WaYs GoOd. AHH I Am HeRe AlL tIrEd I wAnnNa JuMP iN My BaTh N ReLaXX UhUu. n tHeN fAll aSlEep In SoFtY bEd AnD wAkE uP aT 12 iN tHee nOoN. ahh wAt ThE hELl. StOp dReAmInG hIjiHIhI I gOt CoLlEgE 2MoRrOw. bUt GuEsS wAT. AaAaAa i aM nOt GOiNg. I aM gOiNg UpStAtE WiTh mY pArEnTs. ItS ThiS GiRl's b-dAy. lmAo I nEvEr mEt GeT. bUt IdK i aM gOiNg WiTh MaH PaPs. lOl NnNN TheN wAt. HmMm SkOl WaS aLrIGhT, TaKinG SomE tEsTs. BuhhH HoPe i gEt A GoOd GrAdE in MaH MaTh TeSt. ThEn AfTeR tHaT, I wEnT tO WoRk. It WaS aLrIgHt, DaMN TimE PaSsEd sO sLo hAtE It. N ThEn LmOa Mu tEaChEr WaLkEd In. Lol sHe Is LiKe A mEaN tEaChEr eVeN mY mAnAgEr. wAs LiKe "YeAh sHe dOeS ReAlLy LoOk MeAn" LmAo....... YeAh THeN i wEnT hOmE. tHe WeAThEr WaS SoO NiCe N ArM. i lOvEd It. AHh I wAnTeD tO cHill oUtsIdE fOr mOrE. lOvE tHiS KInDa WeAtHeR nOtT ToO CoLd n NOt To hOt. U KnO.. N NoW i AtE n i wAnnA tAke a sHoWeR AHh lOl. NoW jUsT hErE... AiGhT.. SeE yA1!!
LovE tO MaH bAbE!!!
KiSsEs N LuvS tO mAh SiS
n hUgS tO OtHeRs!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

tru tru

umghhh

Yaaa Knooo.. All BoReD n StUff. fINaLs R CummInG hErE iT eNdS aNoThEr SeMeStEr. BeTtA dO gOoD on tHE onE iS CoMmINg. aHh nEeD tO bUsT sUM BooKs MoRe At HomE lOl. YaAaaAa.. i gOtTA wOrK 2MoRrOw. UMhHhHh.... I wAnna DyE mY hAr, n i LiKe SoO mNaY sTylEs. bOo i wAnnA mY hAiR LonG aGaIN. bUahh iTs GonnA gRoW fAsT. UhhH. yeAaAh. NoThINg InTeReStINg To WriTe HeRe. JuSt ChIlLeD aGTeR SkOl A LiL, N iT WaS dAmn RaIniNg. hAtE wHeN iS wInDy I cAnT wAlk. It bLoWs U AwAy LMao. hehehe... AiGhT sEe Ya pPlS. n gOoD lUcK aT uR fINaLs!!!!!

i kno..... i kno....


I knooo.... i knooo... i am crazy. but hey...... enjoy ya life duded!!!

LMao


Damn look at mah silly face hehehehe it was kidna raining, lol me n sum gurls. lol from FIT after the Body Exhibition ahhh!!! LOL

Saturday, January 14, 2006

sad

Could I just fade away
For a while wile I can pray
This world is full of hatred
Why do I have to be punished cuz of it?
I am a teen
Depression affecting lives
Questions you ask yourself
But is there really an answer?
Why did he do that?
Why I cant go?
Why everything has to be this way?
But I’ll never know
I felt in deep black whole
The sun and world is too far from me
To reach it would cost a lot
But the pain they caused
Won’t clear my scar
It’s a line,
A line to remember
You can never back up the time
It keeps on going
You flow with it
Even in bad time and in joy
Please you do enjoy your time
What happens to me, its fine
Parents will always be this way.
Best friend will always catch your tears
Boyfriends will always fall from the top……..
Please let me go back…….

ahhh

Yes yes yess... long time.. loong.. but here it goes again, life, school, work, problems, trubble. happyness and many things................ Shool goes like always, some people piss you off. some poeople you fool around. u know.. Work has been too much, i get home, i dont even remember the last time haging real time after school, and watch tv, or in a eekend have fun. but oh well. this how it is. College takes away my saturday. finished with my math sat preparation, and now we started verbal.... We went today to the Bodies Exhibition. ahh damn ahh outsie the smell from idk where made me throw up soo much but then it was good Damn see all those real bodies, i felt sorry for those people that donated their body for the study of science. It happened a decade ago, and all bodies are from China.... I have been sooo stressed out. i forgot to call my friend it was her b-day this friday. it was a mess i went to work, after that i was tired as hell. ahhh and here look today, rainy and sad, more drpression. Only came home, talked with my sis, and here it falls a huge rock on me. A story that made me shocked and cry. and here from another side another rock shoots you, hearing my dad saying i am not going snow boarding. The reason is that he heard from some news now with the holiday many kids dissaperar. amny different of ethnics of poeple, thet are not soo mcuh into Martin L. King Holiday.. That mae me even more sad.. i was mad as hell. closed my door and cryed for as long as i could, i am still doing now. my face is sticky in tears, I wish this two thing could never had happened, to earse this day and the day before, change it the way i wanted,... yesss as Sis said. u cant never cheat time............................................................