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Yes yes yess... long time.. loong.. but here it goes again, life, school, work, problems, trubble. happyness and many things................ Shool goes like always, some people piss you off. some poeople you fool around. u know.. Work has been too much, i get home, i dont even remember the last time haging real time after school, and watch tv, or in a eekend have fun. but oh well. this how it is. College takes away my saturday. finished with my math sat preparation, and now we started verbal.... We went today to the Bodies Exhibition. ahh damn ahh outsie the smell from idk where made me throw up soo much but then it was good Damn see all those real bodies, i felt sorry for those people that donated their body for the study of science. It happened a decade ago, and all bodies are from China.... I have been sooo stressed out. i forgot to call my friend it was her b-day this friday. it was a mess i went to work, after that i was tired as hell. ahhh and here look today, rainy and sad, more drpression. Only came home, talked with my sis, and here it falls a huge rock on me. A story that made me shocked and cry. and here from another side another rock shoots you, hearing my dad saying i am not going snow boarding. The reason is that he heard from some news now with the holiday many kids dissaperar. amny different of ethnics of poeple, thet are not soo mcuh into Martin L. King Holiday.. That mae me even more sad.. i was mad as hell. closed my door and cryed for as long as i could, i am still doing now. my face is sticky in tears, I wish this two thing could never had happened, to earse this day and the day before, change it the way i wanted,... yesss as Sis said. u cant never cheat time............................................................