My master pieces

My best Model/ my sister. Ahh she made my cloths rock. The photographer of course- Moi eheheh!!!
we deserve a big aplause!

End of the year Exhibit

The High School Partnership Program invites you to come and support the Juniors at their exhibit.

The Fashion Institute of Technology High School Art and Design Partnership Program. Project Emerge, the FIT High Shool Partnership Program (HSPP) indentifies high potential New York City students with art, apparel or design talents and prepares them for post-secondary majors and industry careers where, due to limited ethnic and socioeconomic diversity, they have been historicaly uder represented. Through our efforts, FIT's Project Emerge strives to crate a more diverse, interesting, and just art and design community.

Date: SATURDAY, JUNE 3, 2006
Time: 5:00 PM- 7:00 PM
Location: HUDSON GUILD GALLERY
441 26TH STREET (B/W 9 & 10TH AVE)

Refreshments will be served.
Guest apperance: The designer of DKNY, Fashion Manager of GenArt, Tali Sedwich + Dj

Any questions contact : Page Neal, Coordinator 212.217.8003



This was an add. The exhibit will be open for the entire month of June, Free entrance.
Hey attend for the opening Emerge, it will be Hot.
Our works will be there, including mine of course. All the young talents will be floating in that room.
Thanks =)

Insecure Women

Why most of the young women are so insecure with their man?
This is my big topic, that i think its rediculous. Maybe i am not a complete women so i can experience these things but this is what I think. Ok so, why every single time i pass by and i see a cuple walking by, no holdinh hand nothing, and i look at people, like everybody, at the guy and girl, and whne i look at the guy all of a suden the girl grabs thir man's hand? I mean why? Cuz a girl just looked at him, hello we all have eyes. One time i was working and i was in the first zone so my job was the great people and welcome them. So a cuple came in, and i said Hello to both of them, and people say Hi back, and polite, and this guy said "Wats up" u know they were young so am I. All of a suden the girl grabed him and said hey... Like what the fuck? I am not gonna still ur man girl, damn jeesus... since then i don't really greet people. WHatever, i don;t care. Here is another case. I was in the elevator in Macys, and there werent so many people, but only girls, it was me, my mom also and other 3 women, so a cuple came in, the girl was nice and fressed up and the guy was cute. So when they came in his girl like told him "I LOVE YOU" something like that. i mean why now, why in an elevator, and its not like u wanna make him feel special, is cuz u wanna show off and u dont want other girls to look at him, or he to look at others. OMG. This is crazy, god and there have been manu cases when i walk by and i see thri girlfriends kiss al of a suden thir bf. yeahhh, this is called the Insecutiry of a woman.
i honestly would not be like that, u have to have confidence in your man and to think WHY IS HE DATING ME, OR WHY HE LOVES ME. Cuz he loves u thats it, u dont have to be soo bossy.

Unpredictable

Outside is so blue, and sad. It supposed to rain but its just dark and nothing is alive. I like a lot when after a sunny day it drizzles after noon and its not so wet outside and not humid but fresh. I love to walk in the park, you smell the fresh scent of the grass like it was just cut. aaaa.... enjoyable.
Tomorrow i have a trip to the library to pick a book for independant study. =)
One of my teachers got into an accident, and my friend- Kiara and I decided to go and visit him. I felt kind of sorry for him. But she is going tomorrow,, i cant cuz i work so probably i'll pass by on sudnay.
Damn i am thinking we got so little left till school is over and the heat is comming. aahhhh woww. cannot wait, but i am taking this summer college classes ahh hehehe damn and i have to go to the audition on tuesday and omg when i heard that i have to prepare a song and a monologue i died. I mean a monologue is fine with me but a song, Ohh god i can't sing for nothing. I hate my voice, i will make a fool out of myself. aaa Help!!!

ohh here is something interesting. Somebody asked me what does life means to you? What are your gola and how you want it to be set?
OMGGG Honestly, i dont even know what could come around te corrner and this is how i plan it
graduate from H.S.
Go to University and graduate with bachelor Degree
probably get a master's degree
have a stabil career
marry
have kids
work- and enjoy my family..
so then i could die. hehehehe. lol
idk what could hapen, mayeb i can become a movie star, or maybe i'll go for lowyar, mybe a business woman, a designer, own a galerry i don't know.. Sometimes i would like to go to a phyhchic and read my future, because i am soo curious, or i could prevent something, but sometimes i am scared of what i can hear. I have been told that i'll live a long life, but something will happen that i could die, but it will save me, something or someone, but idk what it would be OMG ... and yeah another thing... they said i'll have a lot of money huhuuuu................ i wish i wont lose them all hehehe jk
idk what can go in between, but trust me a LOT, sunshine, twisters, rain, fire and snow.

you call me a racist?

I agree, with most, apart from the "black, brown, yellow and orange" stuff which is a load of shit! I dont see why some people see colour as a huge divide, it shouldnt be.
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK.
But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist.
You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?
You have the United Negro College Fund.
You have Martin Luther King Day.
You have Black History Month.
You have Cesar Chavez Day.
You have Yom Hashoah
You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
You have the NAACP.
You have BET.

If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racists.
If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racists.
If we had white history month... we'd be racists.
If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racists.
If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racists.
In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights...you would call us racists.

Did you know that some high school students decided to make a club for only the white students because the other ethnicities had them... they all got sent to court for being rasist but the african-american, latino, and asia clubs were not even questioned.

You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.

I am white.
I am proud.

But, you call me a racist.Why is it that only whites can be racists?

Now watch, I'll be a racist for posting this

this was a copy and paste text , not my own words. But i so damn feel the same like ts, i never thought about posting it, because i maybe was afaraid i would be called racist, but this wuote is so powerful that i want to post it everyday.
How would u feel going to a schol where everybody is hispanic and black and you call me "whitey" cuz i am white the only one, you are ebing racist by calliing me like that. i do not call ya dirt or bad stuff, do have friends from different notanalities and u call me a racist?

If was.........

If I was an animal, I would be a tiger
If I was a bird, I would be a peacock
If i was a car, I would be BMW
If i was an actress, I would be Keira Knigtely
If I was an actor, I would be Jake Gyllenhall
If i had the voice of a singer it would be Christina Aguilera's.
If i was a male, i would be the president.
If i was a flower I would be a white rose
If i was a city, i would be Athena
If i was a president I would be Abraham Lincoln
If i was a teacher I would be an Ancient Art Hisroty teacher
If i was a color, I would be white
If i was a gem , i would be Diamond
If i was a garment, I would be silk
If i was a ball, i would be volleyball ball
If i was a soda, I would be PEPSI
If i was a hollyday, i would be New Year
If i was a designer i would be Vera Wang
If i was a furniture I would be light on ur ceeling (if taht counts)
If i was a meal, I would be spagheti
If i was an instrumebt, I would be the guitar
If i was a cloth, i would be a dress
If i was a part of the body, I would be the eyes.
If i was a bug, i would be ................. i hate bugs
If i was a mamel, I would be a dolphine
and if i was a human.... I would be ME!


answer yours, copy and paste and answer yours next to If i was ____________

some thoughts

Hey. Welcome back Stella. I havent write here for a period of time. I dunno but i lost track of time and i have been pretty busy.
The past spring vacation was really nice, i was glad we gad the break then the week we came back i was absent almost the whole week i went to school only 2 days. oh well onlyone of it was important, but on thursday and friday was awesome. ME , Kate- sis and my mom, went to Pennsylvania, to Mountain Poconos at the Great Wold Lodge, inside water park. damn it was soo COOL. On the road we got kinda tired, damn cuz we missed ut buss so we took the other one soo yeah it was cool, and funny OMG JUST A GREAT ADVENTURE. Cannot wait for summer to go to the one in NJ at SIX FLAGS. gOD I love summer for the water and winter cuz of the snow. I dont understand why people dont like cold or snow. OMG I can just go ahead and dive in snow. i love it. , same with water ahhhhh.... but not really oceans but fun places hehehe. soo yeah then on Saturday i had FIT. i felt horrible that day, omg we could not sleep cuz we had these guests blah blah and maybe like 4 am i felt asleep, it was so noisy damn it, ahhh i feel sorry for my sis w did not sleep for the past 2 days and saturday we had classes ,,... my eyes were closing, i wanted to go home after my lunch cuz i had this huge head ache but damn i staied cuz ths model Summer Rayne came and they filmed us for a documentary. She is a model and also like wors in an organization for these organiz fabrics and sustainable stuff. Omg i loved her, first of all she was pretty, had a sence of umor and she was really smart OMG i thought she will be one of there stupid models that just do sunway shows and just sit their but in front of a make up artist WOW i really looked up to her. hehehe she was cool. Then i came home and i just went to bed at 5 damn crazy ight but i wokr up at 9 at night and stayed up for an hour and went back t sleep at 10. The next day i had to work. ahhh ..... ............................................ skol again. On monday i went to GROUND ZERO and to the VIETNAM MEMORIAL. Damn i can't een express myself how much hatred i feel for the terrorists and those people. maybe US did some harm to them but when i loooked at the Ground Zero, it just breakes your soul into pieces, and then across it its the ST Paul church and there is everything about the WTC and the memories of the death people. It felt so sad inside there, everybody felt like crying............... Today outside is soo nice. i dont know why but i like the smeel after the rain, it drizzled,a nd its not so humid outside now but its so cool, and chilly and worm too. I LOVE IT, and the ai is so fresh. I can imagine how it is in a park, cuz the city is so filfy with garbage, restaurants, subways, polution, that these people forgot already about the fresh clean smell. ...................
My SAT is comming up this saturday, i ahvent really study and i feel so bad, dmann now i am going to go and finish my chem hw and start to review for the SAT .... aaaaa i am kind of scared.
........................................... i need to share this with someone..... Ok so this protest that happened these past weeks and even this monday... omg i hate it. not that i hate emigrants. cuz hey i am not an USA citizen eather but i am not here illigal eather so this pisses me off, cuz wtf illigal people will coem to this country, they r pooor they come here for money but u r damn illigal, and u consider urself an american? look at this queto "NO LATINS- NO USA" Get the fuck out of here, no latins that means there is no USA. hell no.... Probably USA would have been more cleaner without them . I know that USA has been bult on immigrants cuz we all are, our ancestors came from all parts of the world to Unites States. But damnnn why legalize all these people that are lazy, don't speak english and don't respect our laws. that's what i think. If u want to be legalize,, at least learn englsih , be smart, respect other people and u will be recieveing decent job. IDK why i am talking like this, cuz i am not an AMERICAN. but idk why i am so devoted to it, i do respect USA and i love it, but the only thing i detest a lot is the K1-12 PUBLIC EDUCATION and all the students in it. I sware to god, i never in my life could imagine this. that a student can't get this (2+5i) (-4+2i) idk this is easy and u have been in math class ur whole high school, and ur soo slow. I am sorry if i offend soembody, but understand me i wasnt raised like that, and before i wanted more liberty, but now i am tired of it and i want more strictly, because i am already used to that. but anyways W..E I just want to graduate and go finaly to University. ........................................................................................................