some thoughts

Hey. Welcome back Stella. I havent write here for a period of time. I dunno but i lost track of time and i have been pretty busy.
The past spring vacation was really nice, i was glad we gad the break then the week we came back i was absent almost the whole week i went to school only 2 days. oh well onlyone of it was important, but on thursday and friday was awesome. ME , Kate- sis and my mom, went to Pennsylvania, to Mountain Poconos at the Great Wold Lodge, inside water park. damn it was soo COOL. On the road we got kinda tired, damn cuz we missed ut buss so we took the other one soo yeah it was cool, and funny OMG JUST A GREAT ADVENTURE. Cannot wait for summer to go to the one in NJ at SIX FLAGS. gOD I love summer for the water and winter cuz of the snow. I dont understand why people dont like cold or snow. OMG I can just go ahead and dive in snow. i love it. , same with water ahhhhh.... but not really oceans but fun places hehehe. soo yeah then on Saturday i had FIT. i felt horrible that day, omg we could not sleep cuz we had these guests blah blah and maybe like 4 am i felt asleep, it was so noisy damn it, ahhh i feel sorry for my sis w did not sleep for the past 2 days and saturday we had classes ,,... my eyes were closing, i wanted to go home after my lunch cuz i had this huge head ache but damn i staied cuz ths model Summer Rayne came and they filmed us for a documentary. She is a model and also like wors in an organization for these organiz fabrics and sustainable stuff. Omg i loved her, first of all she was pretty, had a sence of umor and she was really smart OMG i thought she will be one of there stupid models that just do sunway shows and just sit their but in front of a make up artist WOW i really looked up to her. hehehe she was cool. Then i came home and i just went to bed at 5 damn crazy ight but i wokr up at 9 at night and stayed up for an hour and went back t sleep at 10. The next day i had to work. ahhh ..... ............................................ skol again. On monday i went to GROUND ZERO and to the VIETNAM MEMORIAL. Damn i can't een express myself how much hatred i feel for the terrorists and those people. maybe US did some harm to them but when i loooked at the Ground Zero, it just breakes your soul into pieces, and then across it its the ST Paul church and there is everything about the WTC and the memories of the death people. It felt so sad inside there, everybody felt like crying............... Today outside is soo nice. i dont know why but i like the smeel after the rain, it drizzled,a nd its not so humid outside now but its so cool, and chilly and worm too. I LOVE IT, and the ai is so fresh. I can imagine how it is in a park, cuz the city is so filfy with garbage, restaurants, subways, polution, that these people forgot already about the fresh clean smell. ...................
My SAT is comming up this saturday, i ahvent really study and i feel so bad, dmann now i am going to go and finish my chem hw and start to review for the SAT .... aaaaa i am kind of scared.
........................................... i need to share this with someone..... Ok so this protest that happened these past weeks and even this monday... omg i hate it. not that i hate emigrants. cuz hey i am not an USA citizen eather but i am not here illigal eather so this pisses me off, cuz wtf illigal people will coem to this country, they r pooor they come here for money but u r damn illigal, and u consider urself an american? look at this queto "NO LATINS- NO USA" Get the fuck out of here, no latins that means there is no USA. hell no.... Probably USA would have been more cleaner without them . I know that USA has been bult on immigrants cuz we all are, our ancestors came from all parts of the world to Unites States. But damnnn why legalize all these people that are lazy, don't speak english and don't respect our laws. that's what i think. If u want to be legalize,, at least learn englsih , be smart, respect other people and u will be recieveing decent job. IDK why i am talking like this, cuz i am not an AMERICAN. but idk why i am so devoted to it, i do respect USA and i love it, but the only thing i detest a lot is the K1-12 PUBLIC EDUCATION and all the students in it. I sware to god, i never in my life could imagine this. that a student can't get this (2+5i) (-4+2i) idk this is easy and u have been in math class ur whole high school, and ur soo slow. I am sorry if i offend soembody, but understand me i wasnt raised like that, and before i wanted more liberty, but now i am tired of it and i want more strictly, because i am already used to that. but anyways W..E I just want to graduate and go finaly to University. ........................................................................................................