.. than a dozen of roses

Hi there.
I haven't been here in sucha long time, that I almsot forgot my username and password.
Well, it's a sunday morning, and I am really bored. In my house its so cold, becasue I ahve no carpets in my room, only wood, which makes my feet to freeze. I have now like 2 pairs of socks on, and a sweat shirt. I really want to go outside. I just can't stay all day in my huse. I think this makes me more tired, and thne when tomorrow I will have to go to school, I will feel like crap and tired.
So let me recap what happened since my last postings from the concert. Well, school like always. I had some problems with Abrecrombie & Fitch. Oh sucha funny story. I applied there for a job, I went for an interview and I got accepted. I also went to sign some paper woks, plus they set me up for an orientation. A few days after the orrientation I get a phone calle from them telling me that it was a confusion, that they didnt see how old I am, cuz I am 17, they can't hier me. I was pissed as hell. Fuck them. OMG And I was so exited that yeah I will be working there, and plus my best frins got accepted there. soo it was SUPER CRAZY, and I really wanted to buy some Abrecrombie Jeans. ahh this killed me. I was so sad that I wanted even to cry. ...
I also joined Modeling after shcool, with an awesome tecaher. Oh it's awesome, and I really enjoy it. I just love it, no matter how strict is he or how hard can it be. He can suck my blood out, he can make me cry, he can make me feel like shit. but I won't drop out. .. There are old girls, and the new girls, which is me, New girl. and other girls too. Well, we are getting improved and for some reason the Old Girls, are soo tempered and concieded, well... I know you all are better cuz you were there last year and had month of training, and I am just starting, soo WTF its your problem, acting all beyachy. Not all, not alll of them, but some. ( grr I dont even know thier names) haha
Yesterday i took the SAT at Norman Thomas, oh what a crapy wschool, And jeez I forgot my baby calculator int hat room. I just noticed it today. I am soo mad, grr suc suc sux. I have another SAT comming this Nov. ahh Subject Test. :/


Sometimes a smile may mean more than a dozen of roses.