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Hey, again. It's been a while since I haven't write something about me. Well This week I got a throat Infection, and I never had this thing before. It is way different when having a cold and a sore throat, but like this all of a suden when I feel perfectly fine it's totally insane. I hate it. It's very hard for me to eat, and swallow, and breathe normally, especially when I go up the stairs in school. Today in my secod period class, I was cold as hell, I tought i was going to pass out. I felt like closing my eyes and sleep, but I couldn't, I wasn't at all comfortable..... And yeah talking about school. I am so sick and tired of it. Serious, being a senior I am full of it. EWwwwI think it is this Senior Sickness,<>

I aven't been in a good shape lately. I have no idea, by the way, I meant health shape. I get sick, I get headaches, back pains, and I am on pills now. woww how wonderfull. Grrrrr I feel like taking a break from everything, do somehing that I have to cath up to, and have the whole time. ...

I never mentioned this topic before, beacsue I do not reveal my pain and emotions, that much. So i want to write here that for the past year I have been extremly worried about my cousin's health. She's only 18 and she has tons and tons of problems. In the past 2-3 years she was always on drugs and prescriptions, I mean wow, that girl cannot even take a break. She has heart problems, she had Hepapitis before (i am not sure if I spelled it right), she has some Liver problems now. WOW when she writes me an e-mail about something that bothered her or that she was to the doctor, it makes me cry. And I do cry. I am worried and scared to death that she may not live long and have more problems in the furutre... shes too young. It breaks my heart becasue I pracically grew up with her, we are only 7 months apart, shes older. I was always always with her. but of course she lives in Moldova at the time. Last summer, my parents took her here. They paid her everything, shes like another daughter for my mom. I love her a lot and I miss her.

I am also very proud at thse time, because my sis (best friend), is working in Abercrombie & Fitch. I mean heello only gouregos people work there, shes AMAZING. Seing her working there, when I go and visit her in the store, its soo cool. I mean it's a high brand , a preppy store, but who carfes... Its cool. I love her. I don't know if I ever said this, but she's my role model......................... and I am always there for her. Love her soo much!

I am also trying to get a job now at some Itanial Coffe palce/ snackbar. They sell different kind of sandwaches. My friend works in the one uptown, and on December 20th they are opening one in SOHO, so I already applyed, and now I am waiting for the interview. I want something new for a change. I looked all over in stores, but none of them fit me. I applyed for Toys R' Us, but it's a funny story how I never showed up for the interview. LOL


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