Sunday, June 17, 2007

Friday, June 15, 2007

HELP ME HOWARD

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OUR PROM STORY

Thursday, June 07, 2007

what famous movie kiss am I?




Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman



"I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?"

inner beauty




You Are a Feminine Beauty!



You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

my element




Your Power Element is Metal



Your power colors: white, gold, and silver



Your energy: contracting



Your season: fall



You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn).

If you see something you want, you go for it.

You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down.

Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.

Monday, June 04, 2007

How.???

I don't get myself sometimes. I may sound so absurd right now but I want to write it down. I am 5'4/2'' and I weight 120 lbs. When I am in school and surrounded by my friends I feel super skinny and tiny. When I am in the street alone, i feel like i have a good body, and when i see myself in the mirror too. But in fact I have low esteem for my body. When i am around my Best friend, which is tall [5'7'' and 130 lbs] I feel really fast. She has an awesome body, modeling's type. She is proud of herself and makes me feel so low. I do not know what to think. I freaking don't eat A LOT sometimes so i can leave my stomach. Fuck cuz i have it doesn't mean I am fat. Am I? I do not know what to think. I mean I exercise to get in shape and toned up and I am liking it, but again when i enter a store and i see better looking bodies, i feel like crap.
eww.. i dont wanna sound so low. Cuz ther are times i feel better, because you know what. I have boobs and i have an ass. I should be proud of that. At the end I am thinking sometimes that I do not wanna be skinny stick like runway models but not overweight either LOL
so I get to a conclusion, that I AM DAMN CONFUSED. hihihihi