I don't get myself sometimes. I may sound so absurd right now but I want to write it down. I am 5'4/2'' and I weight 120 lbs. When I am in school and surrounded by my friends I feel super skinny and tiny. When I am in the street alone, i feel like i have a good body, and when i see myself in the mirror too. But in fact I have low esteem for my body. When i am around my Best friend, which is tall [5'7'' and 130 lbs] I feel really fast. She has an awesome body, modeling's type. She is proud of herself and makes me feel so low. I do not know what to think. I freaking don't eat A LOT sometimes so i can leave my stomach. Fuck cuz i have it doesn't mean I am fat. Am I? I do not know what to think. I mean I exercise to get in shape and toned up and I am liking it, but again when i enter a store and i see better looking bodies, i feel like crap.
eww.. i dont wanna sound so low. Cuz ther are times i feel better, because you know what. I have boobs and i have an ass. I should be proud of that. At the end I am thinking sometimes that I do not wanna be skinny stick like runway models but not overweight either LOL
so I get to a conclusion, that I AM DAMN CONFUSED. hihihihi
About Me
- Jolie_Stella
- I am very adventurous, spontaneous and energetic. I always look for a new adventure, and I am not scared to try something new. I like art a lot, fashion, music, dances, acting, and traveling. Currently I go to Baruch College, and I have to say it is okay. Business is not my thing, so I have no idea why I ended u there, well, long story. I live in NYC and I love it. I looove chocolate… yumm I just wanted to throw it in here LOL. Well there is way too much about me to know, and to truly know a person you have to hang out with them.. xoxo
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1 comment:
WoooW... now u gotta slow down... hehehe. u gettin outta control.. lmao.. nah jk.. but hey.. u gorgeous... i think u look awesome. u got boobs and ass and thats what reall woman are about... sometimes i hate myself for being so skinny... bo no matter what.. its not onli about the bodies... cuz sometimes i feel so skinny that i feel anorexic, i wish i had a bodi like you.. but hey.. lmao.. maybe one day... when ill b havin 5 kids.. hahahahaha.... nah.. thats not my point,, my point is that... its not onli about the bodi, cuz i think that even FAT chick are sexi if there faces are cute, clean and nice... sometimes i feel very skinny but then i see my little face, so pritti and i think that when u talk to ppl, or even look at them it allwayas ends up on your face.. and ur gorgeous... u have beautfil face so i think u have everything and theres no reason for u to say stupid shit like that.. i think u jus goin krazy.. hahahaha.. lovzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. and btw.. if u were talkin bout me... im 120 too... hahahahahaha... lol.. lovzzzzz
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