I miss my family

I miss my family.

Sad, but I live now only with my mom and dad. Yes my grandma, relatives and cousins are in Europe. And is even sadder that not all of them are in Moldova. Some left to live in Madrid, some in Portugal, some in Italy. They are like spread all over.
Since I moved here, I missed two weddings of my two closet girl cousins of all. It makes me so sad that I can cry right now. They were like sisters for me, and now one of them will have a baby by this November, which is so cute. I am so happy for her. (btw, I think both of them are like 26) Thank god I have another girl cousin that didn’t get married, yet. Hope not. I can’t miss her wedding. LOL Well she is my age so I know she won’t do any wedding any time soon. Well at least that’s what I believe. In Europe they will consider a girl old if she is nor married by the age of 25. I think it is ridiculous. 25 is still young to get married lol. WOW.. I am so never going back there. LOL I know even at this age of 20 I will be made fun on. Some of my cousins at the age of 21 got married, and look at me, I don’t even have a boyfriend. I can care less. I love my life. I am doing all the things I want to do, and taking it slow. Thanks god I have two older brothers left in Moldova, and they didn’t get married. Yayy I miss them!
It may sound strange but I think is so cute when my friend that is 20 is dating a guy and he is 32. They had been a couple for over 4 years now. I look up to them. She is an awesome human being, and he is also a very nice guy. I met him only once, and I hope to know him better. I adore them. Another couple I know, the girl is 21 and he is 30. They so adorable together. I think I even have millions of pics with them together. Sorry Angie, but I am not stalking you guys. lol I think this is a perfect combination, is a balance, cuz all the younger guys are so immature, and is true. Uhh :-P
So, back to family. Today I had a moment. I almost started crying at work. I miss my only grandma that I have left; she was like a mom to me. She basically was the one that took care of me, when my parents were always away. Then I miss my cousin that is a sister to me. She is only 7 months older than me, and is so funny that when we were younger we used to fight all the time, now we miss each other the most.
Hahah I miss the gathering around with family and have dinner. I miss the free time my parents had and we used to visit our relatives, like my dad’s brothers. I miss spending holidays with the whole family usually in the country side. I miss going camping, going to the mountains, etc, etc. And course, I do miss my childhood friends. I still keep contact with some of them, but a few. Those are the people I knew them since I was 6, and with some of them I went to school with them till I moved here.
Oh, I would so go back to visit all of them. But I would not move back to live there.