CuLmINaTe PoInT

Fullflilling your dreams............ take the step out there
Whaaaaa...... I am so happy but in same time i am sad. Anyways the truth will come out sooner or later. I enjoyed my life here soo much, now WTF. recalling us back home. Thats soo SAD. I already got used to US. i mean hello, this is my city, I never was a patriotic, and i don't even want to go back. What i will do there, my language is already forgoton, the education there is uncomparable to the one here. I dont know. I want to stay here. My dad is trying everything, i have 4 choises, 4 hopes. If those fail then Bye bye everybody. Okk anyways. This ruined everything, lost my appetite. I don't pretty much care about anything, i don't eat, not the happiest person. .................................................................................................................
Here are the good news. LOL I got into the Express Fashion show. wowwww aaa thats awesome. It will be at the Express on the 34, Sunday. aaaa. i have to be there earlier, But damn i even work that day, but only till 3, so i have 3 more hours to get ready. I went n got my outfit, then i was soo late for FIT, but i went n everything was good. Finishing out skirt, then we had the Stylist from Essence Magazine, n some graphic designer, it was cool. LOL Doing this project which will be on the Window of Whole Foods Market Store aaaaaaaaaaa. Exited.!!!!!!!!!!
I am soo frustrated i can't even wait till all this to be over, and i want to go out. I wanna go to some clubs, Gotta get my dude to get me it ;-) i am boooored.......... Hmmm I'll go n check my e-mail. see yaa!!!!!