Thursday, May 11, 2006

Unpredictable

Outside is so blue, and sad. It supposed to rain but its just dark and nothing is alive. I like a lot when after a sunny day it drizzles after noon and its not so wet outside and not humid but fresh. I love to walk in the park, you smell the fresh scent of the grass like it was just cut. aaaa.... enjoyable.
Tomorrow i have a trip to the library to pick a book for independant study. =)
One of my teachers got into an accident, and my friend- Kiara and I decided to go and visit him. I felt kind of sorry for him. But she is going tomorrow,, i cant cuz i work so probably i'll pass by on sudnay.
Damn i am thinking we got so little left till school is over and the heat is comming. aahhhh woww. cannot wait, but i am taking this summer college classes ahh hehehe damn and i have to go to the audition on tuesday and omg when i heard that i have to prepare a song and a monologue i died. I mean a monologue is fine with me but a song, Ohh god i can't sing for nothing. I hate my voice, i will make a fool out of myself. aaa Help!!!

ohh here is something interesting. Somebody asked me what does life means to you? What are your gola and how you want it to be set?
OMGGG Honestly, i dont even know what could come around te corrner and this is how i plan it
graduate from H.S.
Go to University and graduate with bachelor Degree
probably get a master's degree
have a stabil career
marry
have kids
work- and enjoy my family..
so then i could die. hehehehe. lol
idk what could hapen, mayeb i can become a movie star, or maybe i'll go for lowyar, mybe a business woman, a designer, own a galerry i don't know.. Sometimes i would like to go to a phyhchic and read my future, because i am soo curious, or i could prevent something, but sometimes i am scared of what i can hear. I have been told that i'll live a long life, but something will happen that i could die, but it will save me, something or someone, but idk what it would be OMG ... and yeah another thing... they said i'll have a lot of money huhuuuu................ i wish i wont lose them all hehehe jk
idk what can go in between, but trust me a LOT, sunshine, twisters, rain, fire and snow.

2 comments:

barbiedollka86 said...

oh.. song? well you should do something that its funny,..since u cant sing..well.. maybe a song that cann be sing in a funny way..justy to mak ethe audience laugh.i dnt kno.. think abt that..and d monologue? tru..thats much easire..well i wish u good luck..if u need any help you kno..jsut call me up n ill try to help you.. hmm.. thats freakin hard... i hope ur gana do a great job.. and abt d life thing? shit i kno what u mean.. someyimes i wana go to sum psyhci future lady n kno whats gana happen in ma lif.e. bt then im scared cuz i dnt wana hear ur gana die..or somethnf like dat dats scary....

barbiedollka86 said...

oh btw.. wit dis psychic future lady.. theres this show SEX IN D CITY.. n they show on d commercial one of the girl that went to the psychi n shes askin her a question .. n shes like "WHEN AM I GAnA GEt MARRY???" n the psychic is like "" I DONT SEE MARRIAGE." n d girl is like "WHAT ??????"